Undisclosed mental hospital

Public Enemy: Madness

For my dad I am nearing the age of my grandmother when she descended into madness. When her husband took off and she found herself solo raising three boys—too ill …

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Public Enemy: Meth

For my niece, Mariah, and her mother She dug those bugs out of her skin, crawling over her face, her neck, her chest, all the way down to her thighs. …

close up of MRSA

Public Enemy: MRSA

For Peter Kjolsrud (February 29, 2000-September 16, 2010) and Tovah Kjolsrud, who lost him After the infection ravished his body, I curled myself around him in the hospital bed. I …

What to Expect

The only response  to a child’s grave is  to lie down before it and play dead.                                     —Bill Knott Black boys getting shot in Harlem—that’s certain, waiting like a germ between …

old peace corps logo reading "The absence of war is not peace"

Volunteer Archive

Originally published by Black Heart Magazine: https://blackheartmagazine.com/2016/01/03/2-poems-by-kristen-hoggatt-abader/ Volunteer ArchiveThe Returned Peace Corps Volunteer Archive, JFK Library, Boston File 20, 1965, Tucsonsends Dan off to Iranwith a farewell parade.Flags alightin the …

skeleton of unknown animal

Anniversary of My Death

Originally published by JONAH Magazine: https://jonahmagazine.com/tag/kristen-hoggatt-abader/ Anniversary of My Death Revere Beach, Massachusetts Firm to foam to the water lapping Thank you on this beach,to the storm that won’t die,to …

Vocabulary Lessons

Lesson 1—“Stress” “What’s the meaning, haboob,in English?” “Haboob?‘Dust storm.’” “This ‘dust storm’ on your facefor two month.” “Oh, you mean‘pimple.’ “Haboobcan also mean ‘pimple.’” “This ‘bimbel’ in your facefor two month.” …

Damage

for Gabrielle Giffords Of the five beds in the ICUthe only thing movingwas the damaged brain . I was of two brainswasn’t I?One of them was indisposedI rose to the …